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Gratitude

I've truly gotten away from blogging and I truly need to get back to it.  Its important for me to release all of the emotions, feelings, and changes going through my mind, body, and spirit.  Its important that I keep up with my gratitude journal.  I have to keep before me all the wonderful things before me from the simplest thing to the most wonderfully complex, I'm grateful.

With all of the changes before me this year, one of the biggest has been with CWUW.  There has been some changes which at first threw me for a loop.  It made me question if I'm suppose to be doing this. Of course, I was devastated.  I love the concept of CWUW.  I love that God had blessed me with this vision.  I questioned if it was over.  Through some prayer, I realized that God wants me to take this time to restructure and renew CWUW and more importantly, me. 

I met with a consultant who was to help me with board development.  In the midst of our conversation, the tables turned and the focus became me.  What does Rhonda want? Where does Rhonda want to be? Who is Rhonda? What does it mean to Free?  Those questions need to be answered before I can get to CWUW.  I am not CWUW.  I'm more.  With this revelation and even confirmation, I'm grateful.  I needed to hear from God.  I needed some guidance.  I needed to see I have time to create and be whatever I want.  I'm not on a time crunch.

I'm grateful for the moving towards a greater knowledge of self, for change, and for acceptance.


Thank you.


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I will never, ever, never, ever live in a box.


again.


If I can't be appreciated, celebrated, loved, and befriended with honestly and openly....with no conditions and controls.....then I can't be....for you.

I'm a good friend.  I'm a good person. I deserve good things from good people who really want to celebrate whatever connection I have with them....outside the box.


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