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I am a perfect song harmony guided by the heart felt desires of the song's creator sweet words I play in your heart without knowing Out of sight you walk away hoping every note will become less and less noticeable to your delicate ear U hum, not realizing passion drips from your lips as to kiss me gently here there Unaware we sing the same tune vibrations on similar frequencies reflections of the same measure continuing to write this verse without your touch imagery decides every note Lyrically, I am divine the chorus only quickens your fervent need to rewrite this lullaby so you no more can be tormented by the words I speak to your soul I am your perfect song July 6, 2008 inspired by no one

What more can be said but this as I move, you are moved as I speak, you are touched as I breathe, you live There are days when words are limited too simple to manifest truth What more can be said but this I am the real thing prayed for hoped for you make me sing songs 45s spin I dance even alone, you dance with me No need to say no more than this we never have to be to exist

My days go by without a thought of u and I as I push u out of my mind daily I move to reality, letting fantasy have its way with fairy tales, moonbeams, and unicorns away from me but when my tried body finds rest U appear Unable to turn away, to dream a different dream I face YOU facing the fact that you have captured a space in my mind every time I close my eyes you appear holding me, making me laugh and being you a new day dawns and I open my eyes and return to moving away from fantasy erasure

Whose loss is it when you reach out to a friend and the friend pulls their hand away they turn as if you provide nothing needed but inside their spirits stir a feeling of loss, confusion presents itself with every mention of your name What do you do when you know the reason for the friendship and you walk in purpose and the other party is in darkness blindly, do you continue feeling the hurt of a friendship deferred The revelation of this is purposed just as much as the reason you're there Never turning from the purpose or plan but very disappointed in the outcome Lost in the notion of what could have been for a sisterhood gone And yet knowing my obedience will be rewarded. I guess the lesson is that you never take any relationship for granted, big or small Seeing them through the eyes of the Most High who provides guidance in all things Move towards enlightenment and just allow God to judge complete the plan.

Walking alone in my mind but a new awakening dawns God reconnects hearts to lost loves family to family answering to the deepest of emotion loneliness Peeking through to tomorrow as I see the light of my future overwhelming some days can this be what I'm called to do leadership, I humbly accept this honor feeling the passion of my heart vision Realizing that I love deeply as my mother loved I desire to give to you all that you need and want and imagine possibly your perfect reflection touching you without one touch Godly love, a conduit of pure love looking past flesh into the spirit eternal Who am I, I don't know somedays daily walking through the mysteries of me, who i think i am feeling in my mind, that I am great and in my spirit, chosen fervently seeking out hope and peace Jesus

my bottom lip the gap in my teeth the fullness of my breast my laughter my coolness they way I look at you from across the room the dream of maybes, ifs and buts my focus my strength my passion my love of God my love for my child(ren) the thickness of my thighs the way I remind you of a Hersey's kiss my smile the thought you had last night the thought you had this morning the thought you're having right now are the reasons why I'm so fly......

Listening to the silence of your soul mindless words scream from your lips you speak nothing loudly Passionately you spew words twisted and confused wildly your eyes seem gazing into nothingness empty is your spirit tempting fate to bring forth negativity unknowingly what do you wish to say to speak what am I to hear when you say nothing.

Stood in front of the mirror today Saw a beautiful reflection A tender spirit A kind heart A helping hand Stood in front of the mirror today Thought about my future Open my spirit to new things Open my mind to ways of living Open my body to give love Stood in front of the mirror today knowing that I am touched by the Divine Letting go of insecurities Letting go of past hurts Letting go of lonely days Stood in front of the mirror today exploring the inner me no longer coveting no longer envious no longer bitter reflecting.

Possibly you were meant for me as timing plays magical tricks as if to say otherwise Possibly I am yours for all time even though, your touch is unknown but only in my dreams Possibly, my heart knows more than sensible thoughts to say not now, not ever Possibly, we may lose this moment out of fear, out of confusion the path seems unclear Possibly, you are the one I dreamed so many times that your spirit is more than familiar but is a part of me Possibly, the Divine will point the way to paradise, of real love that I know can only come from you Possibly, you love me and are afraid to say as my tongue knows the same fear Possibly, love will be possible. August 10, 2008 - Inspired by me listening to Four Weddings and a Funeral as I write this grant.

I hear the birds once again on my windowsill reminding me of the new day reminding me that all things are possible The cool breeze captures a piece of my soul wisking it away as to connect with my twin flame in search of the other half I close my eyes and I see the other me beautiful words are your clay molding imaginations visions the maybes I exhale knowing you are there as my soul still searches for the other me the divine masculine duality I still hear the birds on my windowsill on watch whispering you're on your way twin flame August 8, 2008 - inspired by reading too much metaphysical stuff last night.... needs so more work.....will modify later. This is the first breath.....

What is love? Its words unsaid but a glance and a smile What is love? Its the bird on my windowsill assured I will cause him no harm letting natures beauty take center stage What is love? Its when daydreams, rainbows,and fairy tales come alive with just the whisper of your name What is love? Its when your smile is all I need to know everything will be alright What is love? Its when desire meets passion for the first time and kisses lust tenderly What is love? Its the moment you've realized your soul no longer needs to look for its mate What is love? Its you and me becoming one July 25, 2008 Inspired by Love and how great it feels when you're REALLY in love and its mutual.

Anticipating your arrival .. ready to partake, ready to release, and ready to take in all of you playing games of control passion fire sweat lust profanity giving it and taking it Oh…wait…the neighbors Let them enjoy sounds…. animalistic and driven pulling choking licking moving thriving Expressing my sexual power and you being energized by my every movement Challenging me to release HER – which I've tucked away Scared she may gain control; she may become too much apart of me, of how I see myself to be From the couch to the floor kissing feeling moaning screaming Each movement builds Each movement in harmony Our bodies playing this song, a song I haven't heard in a long time You aren't mine and I'm not yours Unattached in Love Connected in lust June 27, 2007

We are reflections of our desires we pull in move toward the very thing we want we need feel no pain feel no guilt for wanting what you want We are reflections of our hearts love passions flow without thought desires appear without effort but souls long to connect with like souls We are reflections of each other timing is perfect even though outcomes seem contrary to the longing Reflections, mirrors, love and longing allowing life to maneuver, twist and turn so that it manifests in its proper form I am your reflection February 23, 2008

loving the moment you first said hello memories abound in precious thoughts possibilities of worldly connection loving the moment you first looked in my eyes and smiled my heart loudly roars, letting me know that you touch me deeply loving the moment you said I touch your heart and you think about me I'm loving the moment I knew I loved you. February 23, 2008

I wake from my slumber my nakedness before me as I listen to each drop of rain touch the ground as for the first time I close my eyes and listen thundering sounds fill my ears as nature speaks to creation "I am here!" With my window, slightly open I feel the night time air roll over my skin Inhale Exhale connecting with the darkness rain thunder I close my eyes and return to slumber. July 22, 2008 1:53am.

Simply in love with the essence of you I'm consumed with the possiblities of forever and the certainties of today Heated passions, common ground are shared without strife, moving us into another level, another vibe, another thing Nameless it remains as we find peace in this nameless connection Simply in love with the way it is, the way its done and the way .....the way....the way Touches unlock hidden secrets, confessions are made about pasts loves and hurts and leading us to lay down, lay down those things that hinder us from feeling this Simply in love a with friendship that defies reason, space and time just simply in love and its ok..... simply in love with you posted on myspace august 2007

It seems you came to me like an angel from God's bosom saving me from my own mind of entrapment and loss my dearest love When I see your face I smile your voice finds a warm place in my soul I rise again to be strong and vibrant my dearest love What words can provide thankful feelings you saw love in me when my reflection was empty my dearest love I awakened to fly again to move towards higher heights afraid that I must move on move forward without the one who nurtured my spirit, loved me dearly my dearest love my love for you will never cease but has changed I will leap without holding your hand or needing your touch but my heart will be towards you always for you are my dearest love July 7, 2008 inspired by the ending of a relationship that blossomed into a strong friendship

Slipping away there's that moment when I knew I was no longer your greatest love the moment you looked through me the moment you set me aside as a pet walk me feed me play with me you're done your touch became routine I sit in confusion as I fight for survival my enemy unknown my mind plays wondrous tricks trying to keep something I already have forehead kisses, rub my back, tell the silly joke and I laugh paranoia could be at fault you are still here right? July 6, 2008 still working on this one.... no inspiration but the tv in the background

Black Girl Who is you to think you are pretty, so pretty Nappy headed, no miscegenation that I can see Black Girl Who is you to think you are Divinely made blacken skin, cursed by the sun Black Girl Who is you baby mama is all you'll ever be no man to protect and serve and love you Black Girl Who is you to think that the Creator would pick a mule to birth his Creation Black Girl Who is you Who is you Who is you Eve. Isis. Sekhmet. Zipporah. Sojourner Truth. Audre Lorde. Althea Gibson. Angela Davis. Me. July 6, 2008 inspired by the Owens women: Marguerite (grandmother), Mary Agnes, Addie, Marguerite, Janet, Georgia, Charlotte and Martha.

I am a perfect song harmony guided by the heart felt desires of the song's creator sweet words I play in your heart without knowing Out of sight you walk away hoping every note will become less and less noticeable to your delicate ear U hum, not realizing passion drips from your lips as to kiss me gently here there Unaware we sing the same tune vibrations on similar frequencies reflections of the same measure continuing to write this verse without your touch imagery decides every note Lyrically, I am divine the chorus only quickens your fervent need to rewrite this lullaby so you no more can be tormented by the words I speak to your soul I am your perfect song July 6, 2008 inspired by no one