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GOLD AURA COLOR: The color of enlightenment and divine protection. When seen within the aura, it says that the person is being guided by their highest good. It is divine guidance. Protection, wisdom, inner knowledge, spiritual mind, intuitive thinker.



Today was a beautiful day! I was able share me with some positive people who are really shaping the world for the better. God is awesome. He is moving so and I love him so much. Daily he is showing me that he is with me. Today, I was able to expand my spirit and connect with him in an interesting way. Even as a devout Christian, I do believe that we are to expand our thinking. Our belief is internal and God speaks to you deep in your spirit. We are connected to all and everything. So sat and allowed a friend to do a Reiki session with me. I know some Christian folks are like....oh noooooooooo but it was interesting how INSTANTLY God was speaking to me. As she spoke, HE spoke. It was instant prayers falling upon me in the Name of…

Moment of Thanks

God.

Once again, I need a moment to show that I love Him. At every turn, God has shown me that he is with me. All he's ever asked of me is obedience. I still struggle with patience but I've learned that I will overcome that as well. We all carry a certain level of dogma even the most open minded person. I'll continue being a Christian until the day I leave this earth because this is where I've found peace and love. I believe that Jesus is the Way to peace. Even though I call him Yeshua, Jesus still works ;).

I'm amazed that God knows my strength and has faith in ME. I've carried a load and never turned away from loving him and praising him. I've cried lone. I've prayed quietly. I'm still flawed. I'm slightly neurotic, mistrusting and can be cold hearted about somethings but I'm working on getting better. God knows that I am. He's placed in my heart the gift of service and love for the forgotten. This is where I always want to…
Looked in the mirror
today I saw a vision I had not seen before
powerful she was.
black skinned and curvaceous hips
lips to be kissed by one who holds the key

Looked in the mirror
and never to again will I compare what I saw
with anything else again
what beauty comes from the heart
of the reflection I've seen




working on it! BBL... ;)
Mystical words linger
as the smells of cheap perfumes
spells fall upon the heart
twisting fate
confusion is the long way
home.

Getting back to blogging

I'm going to get back to blogging regularly. I'm gonna continue talk from the heart, vent when I wanna, and be vulnerable as I want. This is the place where I can do that and I really and unmoved about who reads it.

Getting back to clevawords being my spot.

I'll get back to writing some poetry (if thats what it is). I'll get back to dealing with some community issues. I'll get back to dealing with me.

I'mma shout out myself. I'mma criticize myself. I'mma respond to the private messages I receive in all appreciation. I'm do Rhon 100%.

This next week is gonna be about me checking myself. I need to be checked on a couple of things where I believe I need some improvement. I'm blessed that do receive some revelation about where I need check ME. I will.

Let's Go!

Welcome back to ClevaWords! ;)

My own bullshit and bullshittin'

In all of my rhetoric, maybe I dont really know my own worth. Maybe I'm trying to convince myself that I'm as fly as I say but action speak volumes anyday. I don't treat myself like a Queen.

I am tired of manipulative people taken advantage. The trick is to get smart and not bitter. I don't want that but this has to change. Rhon, take the hint and roll...bounce on.

There are people who are users and flat out assholes. Keep them away.

Man, I see ya'll coming at me. I gotta be wise enough next time to keep the bullshit at bay.

No more bullshittin'.
I'm absolutely, 100% tired of people thinking I'm stupid. I'm absolutely, 100% tired of ALLOWING people to think I'm stupid.

I'm responsible for allowing any kind of treatment to come my way. I'm responsible for letting people think they are getting way stuff. I am responsible for who I identify as "friend" and "foe".

I've hit my wall. I'm done with the b.s.

DONE. Folks get no shine from me unless they've earned it.


Men.

I love ya'll. You have given me so much entertainment in the past few days, its so funny. Just the conversations about relationships, ME, and other things has really renewed some things in me. No, I haven't found anyone that has caught my eye but I'm renewed in my belief there are good men out there looking for good women. So far, no match for me but I'm assured its coming.

I really actually learning for the first time what makes me attractive to me beyond any phased attributes. That's cool. Refreshing.

Thanks to all of my brothas. :)

I love you!!

I'm so glad I'm a believer. I'm glad that I listen to the VOICE of God and pay attention. I was thinking that someone had good intentions and immediately, God let me know, its a farce. They are spying, being nosy. dang! It really saved me from foolishness.

I'm just glad my spirit is open to receive it all.

I'm very thankful.

I love ya!

What I'm not...

Was talking with a person about her relationship and I was like...oh brother. You know when you are just polar opposite of someone. We were talking about being on your grind and making things happen. Her man was on his Grind and she was very supportive but seemed lost in it, sorta. Of course, I was hyped about the stuff the dude was doing. I like people moving towards their dreams fearlessly. I got the impression that she really just wanted to have a "regular" relationship as she described it. She wasn't as interested in being a part of a "power couple" but did love and appreciate the boyfriends focused. I'm thinkin'..........wow. I guess I never thought about someone being interested in being a part of a "power couple" so to speak. She was just content with working, coming home, etc, etc. She did enjoy the fact that his drive kept them out and about.

I was wondering if they would make it down the line. I was wondering if at some …

Confirmation

I had lunch with a former employer who I hadn't seen in a long time. I wanted to check in with him and he with me and just chit chat. I asked him about CWUW and if I'm doing anything wrong. I get very anxious about if I'm on the right track and my need for professional mentoring at the ED level.

He asked me a few questions about our organizational structure and said, "WOW, that's so impressive Rhonda!" I was like...REALLY?

It was the confirmation I needed.