In the past, I've blogged about having bulimia, the struggles of recovering through tough times like my mother's death and unemployment, and finally admitting it to the world that this is my issue. I'm a recovering bulimic. I'm not ashamed. I'm not embarrassed. Later, I started to notice other aspects of my behavior that easily could have always been there but I wasn't paying attention. I knew it was some sort of anxiety disorder because I needed things in a certain way, I needed to control situations around me. I needed to have controlled order. What was going on? After speaking with doctor, she said, "You have low level OCD". I'm like, "What?" I don't touch things over and over. I don't obessive clean [wish I did]. What did she say that? My racing thoughts and my workholism were indicators. I feel horrible not doing some sort of work and this does get in my way of enjoying life at times. At the same time, I've ...
Journey through Lucidity