At the beginning of fall, I was pumped and ready to take control, fully, of my body. For many years, I've battled having a eating disorder that had me so in its control that sometimes even looking in the mirror was a horrific experience. I still have a phobia of having my picture taking. [may the truth set me free...]. During the summer, I had started a routine of working out that had me prepped for P90x. My mind was ready. I started my routine and went 13 days and BAM.....repeated sicknesses, mainly respiratory issues. I couldn't breathe well from my right lung, I felt tired and worn out. Sick. Why was my immune system so compromised? STRESS. I was allowing LIFE to take over me, to control me. I behaved as if I had to just obey whatever situation that popped up, I had to obey whatever work that was thrown my way. I was killing myself. So, I was sick off and on for 3 months. During these months, I gained 20lbs. I was...
Journey through Lucidity