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Matthew Sah Jenifer just realized: in a world where most people abandon their dreams mid-storm- the further i follow my heart, the less advice people'll be able give in that dept (because they never went that far)...sh*t this is scary... ::fastens hood/presses on thru desert::

I have been to the deepest depths of the Valley. I have fought through the darkest battles and yet I stand before you complete, whole, and beautiful. With the strength and wisdom of the Divine, I move forward with no fear in me.

Its always so hard when you see something in someone and they disappoint or maybe the expectation placed on them and the situation was misjudged so who is to blame? Don't Know. Really no time for deep reflection. Well some reflection...... No time for reactionary moves We are given opportunities to embrace a moment, a person. Its our responsibility to recognize the opportunity in front of us. Time to grow up. Opportunities are for a moment many times. We are given chances to change. We are given chances to grown. It hurt when you've given someone the opportunity to go for the ride, and they say, "no", maybe not verbally but by deed or action. Its hurtful that they can't be honest, responsible, or faithful enough to know how to handle a "no thank you". Am I disappointed...

This is a time when we all examine motherhood. I don't know if I'm the same type of mother as Charlotte. She cooked daily for us. She washed clothes AND ironed our clothes. Do I do that for the Kid - uh no. Syd started doing her own laundry around 8 or 9 years old. What did Charlotte teach me about being a Mother?: Honor being a Mother. Love is the greatest gift you can provide ANYONE. You are always a mother. There is no cut off date. You can mother others Be giving Enjoy life Impart wisdom Service to others is a gift. You are BLESSED in your giving. Be yourself Give hugs and kisses All your child to be his/her authentic self Be the best Mother you can be. Honor Motherhood.

Fire and Ice cool and Hot wonderous magical Godly senual my spirit is Peace Manifestation of the study of Wisdom my eyes breathe light a goddess in the Kingdom of the One KADOSH lay my hands upon your soul and you rise Fire and Ice Yin and Yang Feminine and Male Balance of Peace I AM lives in me Power is gifted I am humble

Weary in my bones I still rise daily Twin to the sun I rise and fall purposed in my soul beautiful and sometimes hidden talked about worshipped as a godly vessel One day I will embrace the masters hands who has chosen me for this great work I will love his creation and be moved by the compassion of my King I will rise and I shall fall